Back again.

My my my.. Last post was in September. Wooh! Thats long.

Very sorry dear blog. I've been dead busy with shit and can't seem to find time to update.

Apologies.

Anyways, all's fine.

My hair wanted brownie's so I got them Brownies. :D

Now I hope they'll be happy with them brownies on em. Haha.

Alright, I've got some shit to do now.

Cheers! ;)

Remembering Sunday: Page 6

"Why? Why didn't you tell me?" Aaron spun to face Juliet puzzled.

"You had me worried sick girl. And your friends, none of them told me too." He said feeling insignificant all of a sudden.

"I didn't have time to tell you and I was very weak. The doctor and my friends won't allow me to do anything but rest." She said finally.

Juliet was very puzzled at Aaron's strange behavior. He has never taken her this seriously even as good friends back then. Now that he has confessed to her, he became ever more worried for her.

Juliet was warded three times when she went down with a virus attack just last week. Suffering from a high fever, diarrhea, and constant vomiting, she fainted in her dormitory.

When Aaron found out, it was three days later after the incident happened when Juliet broke the news to him. He was furious that none of he's friends who was with her told him about the incident. But even so, he was still thankful that Juliet had made it through and is now recovering well.

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"When faced with a problem, we always look at the good options and turn the bad ones away.

But we forget that sometimes, the best options are not always the good ones." - Anonymous

The quote says it all. Don't jump straight to conclusions, rather, take a step back and analyse the problem from a different view/angle, with an open mind. Only then will the true answer surface.

And for the record, I'm going overseas on 27 September 2009 till 1 October 2009 and I'm excited. :)))

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A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that seperate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'me here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, it's only you and me

Here Without You by Three Doors Down

Another Sunday

This post is just another post to burn time and to take a break from the Remembering Sunday series I'm writting. =D

I havent been writting in for ages, I know and I have to apologize due to my busy schedule.

I've been away in camps for the past 2 weeks or so, and now I'm back!

Thing's haven't really changed much thought. But there were a few unforseen situations but everything's cool for now.

I'm beginning to miss her alot now and it's been only 14 days. I'm just hoping for the best and that she won't let me down. But even so, I'm prepared to face whatever life will throw at me.

So bring it on! HOHOHO!

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It's only when she's not there that you will feel lonely.

Only then will you want her back so badly.

Only then would you regret what you've done to her.

By then, you'll realise it will be too late.

- poem by Anonymous

Treasure your loved ones as much as you want them to treasure you,

for not all of ur will live to see the light of the day for eternity.

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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Miss You by Blink 182

R.S : Aaron Chrome Interview

Interviewer: "So what is Aaron's role in this Remembering Sunday series?"

Me: "Well, Aaron is a very talented 18 year old teenager who has a very complicating life behind him. Hoping to change for the better, he took a different road in life, hoping to see a change and hopefully make a difference in his life and others."

Interviewer: "That's quite a kid.. Just curious, you said Aaron was very talented. In what way is he talented?"

Me: "Haha. I didn't bring my list. He's actually talented in many different ways and I can confidently say in a lot more ways than an average person would be. However, just to add on a little bit more, this "gift" is balanced by his darker life where he kept at such a low profile, almost no one knew about it."

Interviewer: "Wow. Is that cool or what? Haha. Alright, lets move on shall we? So, in the story, Aaron fell deeply in love with a girl name Juliet Rulle. Could you explain how this came about? As in, what made Aaron fall for her?"

Me: "It definitely wasn't a "love at first sight" situation. In fact he didn't even notice her until they coincidentally keep bumping into each other in camps. (Aaron is very active in school camps as it helps him relieve stress) And after some time, he began developing feelings for Juliet which grew deeper and stronger with every passing day. And there you have it."

Interviewer: "Reminds me when I was still a student back then.."
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"The best thing about me is you." - Shannon Crown

Love covers and surrounds your heart with glass. When broken, the shattered piece of the glass will pierce into the heart. However, like the glass surrounding the heart, it offers extra protection and makes one feel secured and safe.
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When the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on

Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts.

Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on

Everybody Hurts by R.E.M

Remembering Sunday: Page 5

Aaron's heart was lifted into the sky as he walked out of the examination hall of his last paper.

"Finally! I'm free!" He exclaimed as he made his way to the bus stop with his classmates.

Along the way, he saw a familiar cute face from afar. As he peered closer, he felt a warm tingling inside.

"Hey Aaron." Juliet greeted with a smile.

"Hey love, where you headed to?" Aaron cheekily said.

"Hehe. I'm heading to the underpass." She giggled. "I've got my last paper tomorrow and I haven't study!"

"Bummer. Guess what? I'm done with my papers! I'm free!" He said with a wide grin.

"I can talk to her all day.." Aaron thought to himself as he felt a pleasurable sensation in him.

"Hmph.. No fair!" She sulked. "I don't care, I'm gonna enjoy myself after my exams!" She said and stuck out her tongue.

"Alrighty then, I have to go. Buhbye!" She said again with a grin and skipped off.

They then walked their separate ways, yet again.
A bittersweet feeling still lingered in Aaron as he reached the bus stop.
He has not gotten over his deep feelings for Juliet and by the looks of things, that won't happen anytime soon.

"Why? Whenever someone looks hard for something, he never seem to be able to find it. But when he's not looking for it, it always never fail to keep appearing in front of him." Aaron thought as he boarded his bus home.

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Patience is the key to almost everything one would do or plan to do.
Be it in a normal day-to-day task, Career, Leisure, Competitive, to even Love (Relationships).

As the saying goes, "Good things come to those who wait."
It does contradict a bit but for better understanding, I shall explain (a brief one).

Being patient has it's time and period. If you're just beginning to like someone, relax, learn more about her first.
When you're satisfied, don't wait too long. Approach her. After which, if it's a yes, take your time and play your game, you got her!
And if it's a no, don't cry. It's not the end. If you wanna move on, do it; do not linger in the past. If you still want her, be patient let her cool off and go slow on her. Maybe she doesn't have feeling for you now. But no man can read the future accurately.

So, single or not, don't rush things. Work at your on pace. It never fail to pay off.

** ** ** **
Unless it's your career and you have a scheduled deadline, then patience in this sense is to be patient with the things and people you're working with. The last thing you need is to have a fire breaking out in the team.
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Cheers! ;)
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I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Gone So Young by Amber Pacific

Remembering Sunday: Page 4

"Another day, another few hours wasted in this shit hole." Aaron thought then smiling to himself.

Looking out into the vast waters surrounding Keppel Island, the picture of Tioman still fresh in his memories, he smiled again on the sweet memories. The sun had long settled into the east and the night has engulfed Singapore.

"A pity that you can hardly see stars in this semi-urban jungle." He thought again.

"Hey." Aaron felt a pat on his back. "Why so 'emo'?"

He turned to see his good friend Kai smiling at him from ear to ear. Kai was Aaron's good friend since high school and they have been close ever since.

"Heh. It's nothing man. Just enjoying the scenery, the breeze, the night. That's all." Aaron said, smiling back at his old mate.

"I know something's bothering you man. I've known you since you were thirteen! Now that's five years of experience." Kai said, leaning onto the railing nearby. "So what up dog? What's bothering you?"

"She did not reply to any of my text messages and she hasn't gone online for the past 2 weeks. I really miss her and I think she's trying to avoid me." Aaron finally said.

"Dude, relax man. Ya know, if you can't get her, like I said before, there's plenty of fishes out there. And you are a cuisine to them fishes out there. So no worries yeah." Kai patted Aaron's back, trying to make him feel better.

"You don't get it do you? This is the first time in countless relationships that I have actually, REALLY fallen for a girl." Aaron tried to explain.

"She's not beautiful, she's not very rich, she's not perfect. But something in me is just attracted to her so badly. I'm blinded to other girls now. I don't see anything in them other than this one girl. If someone did put a spell on me, whoever did it must be really satisfied."

"You're really into this relationship aren't you." Kai spoke, deep in thought.

"Hell yeah I am. I can't stop thinking of her man. Even the thought of it freaks me out sometimes." Aaron shook his head in disbelief. "It's amazing, the power of love."

Still deep in thought, Kai patted Aaron on the shoulder again.

"Hey, you and I both know what you must do right now. We've been through shit loads before, this is just another one of em. So never give up nor give in. Be patient, you'll make it out alive. And If you work hard enough, you might just stumble across the key. Don't stress it out to much, relax yeah."

"Yeah balls. I hear you man." Aaron said in a softer tone then turning to smile at Kai. "Thanks man."

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Love is not an easy game to play when it come to the real deal.
It has taken millions of lives, broken billions of hearts and shattered countless dreams.
Yet it is fair to supply happiness, prosperity, pleasure and even wealth to those who dare to play the game.

"If you love someone, leave 'em. If it's destined, they will come back." - Tupac Shakur

Another day, another post. :)
I'm wondering whether this blog even has reader's or not. Nobody seems to be commenting!
Is my writing THAT bad? Sadded :(
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Tell me
Just what you want me to be
One kiss
And boom youre the only one for me
So please tell me
Why dont you come around no more?
Cause right now
Im crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now were up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
Im telling you my babe
Its all in the game of love

The Game Of Love by Carlos Santana ft. Michelle Branch

Remembering Sunday : Page 3

Aaron sat on the sandy beach and gazed out into the orange sunset. His thoughts wondered off to the problems which have been poking into his life. A million thoughts were running through his mind as he thought of work, family, and his friends. He then stopped at a familiar face pictured in his mind, dear Juliet.

The once bright and sunny sky seemed to have been covered by a great dark velvet. And soon it was glittering with a million sparkling stars. Aaron looked up into the open night. Pictures of him and Juliet flashed in his head.

It was back then in Tioman Island when both of them, together with a group of other friends, were waiting for their burgers at a coffee shop near the beach.

"Juliet," Aaron took her by the hand and led her away from the crowd. "Look up."

"Wow! It's beautiful!" Juliet exclaimed as she gazed up into the night.

They were standing under a beautiful array of stars scattered throughout the night sky.

"I've never seen such a beautiful sight." She said again, turning to Aaron.

"Neither have I my dear." Aaron said, as he looked deep into her sparkling brown eyes. "Neither have I."

Aaron took her hand and led her to the beach where they stood, hand in hand, under the starry night sky.

Suddenly, a heart wrenching pain shook Aaron from his reminisce.

"Juliet, I swear I won't give up nor give in." Aaron thought to himself, trying to control the unbearable pain inside.

"I can't believe I missed that opportunity. I was so stupid!"

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Never wait to let fate decide. For time will never wait for anyone, and fate will never be on your side if you do not try.

If you love someone, tell him/her so. Only then you will have the answer you are looking for.
Keeping it to yourself will only create mixed feelings and misunderstandings.

Another one will be up soon, keep tuned in :)
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So baby I will wait for you
cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

-Wait For You by Elliot Yamin

Remembering Sunday : Page 2

Staring at his Web Messenger, Aaron gave a long sigh and shook his head. He felt as if the sky had fallen on him and he was left to support it on his back. He could not explain why he was feeling useless all of a sudden. His thoughts lingered from his work, jumped to his family, then to his friends. It then stopped at a familiar face, Juliet.

"Hey you.. What are you up to?" Aaron typed, hoping to have a chat with dear Juliet.

There was no reply. He waited patiently, occasionally forgetting his purpose.

"It clearly stated in the Web Messenger software that she was logged in. But why is she not replying?" He asked himself. "Was it because of last night?"

Juliet was known to rarely reply to any messages on her Web Messenger and even her cell phone. This situation was not surprising to Aaron but his heart fears that he might have made a mistake on the night of his confession.

An hour passed, but still no answer.

Thinking she might be busy or away, he went to continue his own chores. Three hours passed and it was late in the evening. A chat box popped up on Aaron's computer desktop.

"Sorry. I was away from my lappie*. I just woke up. Haha!" Was the reply.

Aaron smiled, feeling the warm tickle inside of him as he read the reply.

"Haha. No worries :) " He typed, still smiling at the reply.

- Written by - Chatt
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It might be just a simple reply to one party, but to another, it is all they are looking forward to.
Just a simple reply can do wonders just like, how a smile can create a difference in the world.

Continuation of the previous very very very short story. ;)

Hoped you enjoyed it.. Comments are appreciated. :D
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I stared up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)

Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Coz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Coz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again.
Again..

- Tongue Tied by FaberDrive

Remembering Sunday

Let me tell you a factual love story of a boy who fell deeply in love with a girl..
I'll name the boy, Aaron Crome. The girl will be Juliet Rulle. Enjoy.. ;)

The rain poured down heavily on the Lion City, just a day after its 44th Birthday. Aaron sat on his study chair as he gazed out the window into the blurry view of the surrounding HDB apartments.

"I'm still not alright." His heart told Aaron. "I can't stay in peace without turning back into the past. I need an answer soon."

Yesterday turned out to be a day of relief and nervousness for Aaron. Whatever happened yesterday was totally uncalled for and was truly the confession of a wet paper heart.

"You know, I'm gonna miss you when you fly off to China." He said, as he turn his head to look at the girl of his dreams.

"Aww. That's so sweet of you." She blushed. "Erm.. After this, our friendship.. It won't break right?"

"Hey, it will never break. You know that." He smiled reassuringly.

"But I thought we were only good friends?" She asked confused.

"But I was hoping we could be more than just good friends." He replied, looking deeply into her eyes.

Aaron was in a tragic heartfelt state. He has never loved someone so deeply before. And now, for the first time, he was lost; he did not know what to do.

"I love you, I really do." He thought to himself. "Why can't you just love me back the same way?"

"Could you at least think about it? Please?"He asked, hoping she would give him a chance.

"Yeah, I'll think about it, while I'm away in China. I have to concentrate on exams now."

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We were boys, born to be men.
But one thing's for sure, be it boys or men, we will always have a heart for the ladies. ;)

How's that? Leave a comment and let me know. I intend to write a longer piece but I was running outta time. So this'll do for now. Will write more when I'm back.. I have to start writing again to improve my English. xP

Anyways, hope you enjoyed my very very very short story.. :D

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I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
I had in you

To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now
against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby..

Taken of Three Cheers for Five Year - MayDay Parade

Enlightenment

(Opera voice when a light from heaven shines down to earth)
*Haaaaaaa...............*

I have been enlightened..

Well, not really 'enlightened' actually. More of, was reminded.
I think it fits better when I say, "I was revived back from the dead!" o.0

Anyways, I was revived back from the dead. I have been living in my coffin, buried six feet under. Pushing up daisies for god's sake!
But now I'm back.
Chatt is BACK YO! and he is better than ever.

My thanks to the closest brother I've had, Mr. Sean C. Garver for his ears, wisdom and constant reminders of what I use to tell him back in the old days.

Yeah! Chatt is my name and hell, don't ever try to play me in my GAME! Hell yeah!
I feel good, and its time to get back down to business.

So, my dear beloved, lets take a walk shall we?

*RRIIIINNNGG!! (And my mum called me)*

WTF?! what a nice timing.. -.-

Well this sucks.

If money grew on trees..

If only money grew on trees, I swear my whole room will be a jungle of money trees.
If only the games we play, the money we earn in those games can be redeemed for real money.
If only these were true, I'd be living a happy life.
No worries for the rest of my life. Hakunamatatta!
Hangin loose brah..

But No. The world is never that easy.

You know, I know, we all know, that economy is still facing its financial crisis and countries are still trying to recover from the big, recent recession blow.

And we also know that, we as teenagers need money to survive.
For shopping, Food, accessories, Food, transportation fee, More Food, personal interests, even more Food, and extra tidbits and loads of Food! when we go out.
With that, you could technically say that I've been 6 feet under, pushing up daisies for a few months now and still pushing strong.

Fuck, where did all my money run off to!? (I dunno, you tell me. I'm just a reader!)
I know, I'm asking to myself.. -.- (Ouh, I knew that. Haha! And you thought I was really talking to you! Haha!)
Fuck off biatch!

I'm talking to myself again.. Damn it. Think straight.. *knocks head*

Yes, eventhough my face is a wall. But I still feel the guilt whenever I ask my parents for money. Especially when I have to top up my ezlink card almost every week.
I hardly go out thanks to this money problem. And I was suppose to get $150 from a friend today. But he hasn't gotten his pay yet. I sure hope I receive it soon.
I've got lotsa stuff to pay man. Damn balls...

Well this sucks.

Look me in the eyes.

Shit, this is the first time something this bad has happened to me.
What the Fuck is wrong with me?! Damn.
I really need a chill pill right now, if there's such a thing.

I'm not even stressed with school no more. I just want this over and done with.
My dear beloved, please, open your eyes.
Really, look at me in the eyes, and tell me.

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Can't you see that I wanna be
there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far away

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you, aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping, you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone
Where do you run to so far away

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

-Letters To You by Finch

Well this sucks.

AYG Appreciation Night

The AYG Appreciation Night was held in the Singapore Indoor Stadium on 10 July 2009, Started at 7pm, ended at 10.30pm.

What I think about the event? It sucked elephant balls damn it! HAHAHA!
Sorry..I just love saying that. And, I almost lost my AYG pass and Camp pass there! If not for the 2 very helpful and alert lady cleaners there, I wouldn't be looking at my passes now.
God bless, saints like the both of them deserve more.
Oh, btw, that's not all either. After we left the event, we went to KFC in Kallang Cineleisure to have dinner. My freaking white long sleeve shirt was hungry too and tried some of the chilli. WTF!! And he blamed me for the mess he did to himself. Damn it.

And to top everything off, I jus had a (confirmed failure) Circuit Analysis re-test earlier that day.
So I was really hoping to chill out and relax during the whole event.

Not to worry, tomorrow's guitar class.
Hope it will turn out better. It's music anyways. :D
And after that, out to try relax again. My dad is asking my to take a break and relax myself.
I should follow his advice. I mean, it has never fail me. Why should it fail me now right? Uh...I guess.

Well this sucks.

Confession of the Paper Hearts

I have a confession to make..

I'm not fine, I was never fine and I never will be fine. Not till I, they and us cn go through this road peacefully.

Go figure..
Oh god. I'm fucking losing it man. This is bad!
Aiden, get you're head in the game.. In the game.

Insights.
Since I entered polytechnic, I've been living with a knife pierced through my heart. It's been stuck there ever since. The agony..
So now, the wound is getting worst. I need to get that thing out.
I need her to pull it out for me.
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I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over

It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it

Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all
-All or Nothing by Westlife

Shit, I ran outta tissue..

Well that sucks.

Another day in Homesville

Another day, another few million five thousand odd brain cells die due to boredom and home-rotting.

I guess it'll be worth it? Maybe.
It's been a week and Sean, Akna and Joe still hasn't confirmed if they can make it for the party on the 23rd yet. Sure hope they don't let me down. Especially Sean.. Kelvin can't make it coz RP started school on Monday this week. HAH! Too bad for youuuu!! xP

.. Have I told you how fuckin bored I am right now?
I so bored, I give boredom the best name it can ever get. It's on the top of the world charts. In the newspapers. Magazines, journals, movies, TV shows, Ads, Bed-time Stories, Toys, Cups, Plates, Steak, Chocolate, Shakes, Cigarette, Oat Meals, Fish and Chips, Whatever!!! People worship BOREDOM!

Yeah, that's how bored I am.
....
.. ....

Seriously, I didn't think what I just wrote make any sense. My grammar and vocab's fucked! Damn.

Well this sucks.

Ladies Priority! WTF!

Went to an underaged event, held at St. James Power House, last night.

It was actually just a time out from all the work. A personal treat for myself. :)
The past months has been crazy. So finally, put all my worries aside, and ENJOY!
So it was me, Sean, and Kelvin.

The Event
It was pathetic at first. Was hoping to see a lot of chicks there, turns out, there were more guys than girls there! WTF! -.-

But, lets jus say me and my friends didn't want to go down with a fight. *wink wink*
So there we were, shakin' and grinding like no tomorrow.
Heh. You can't blame us..we were trying our best to enjoy ourselves, trying to dance off the disappointment and regret away. We didn't have intentions..yet. ^^

We were the flowers, they were the bees.
We were the food, they were the hungry.
We were the bananas, they were the monkeys.
We were the... Ok, you roughly get what I mean.

Unfortunately, even the "not so pleasant" ones came..but we walk off on them. xP

The event was initially lame till after hours. It was alright after that.
Made a few friends there too. Cool dudes, they were. :)
And NO, I did not get any girls number.
I love to enjoy myself but, I always put my eyes on that 1 and only. ...? *blink blink..huh?*

Anyways.....

Well, I did have a bit of fun but I still think the party fucking sucks man.

1. The DJ was terrible (some music played weren't even danceable to (I'd rather just stand there and sing to them. That's what Kelvin did! *oops* xD)
2. The bouncers were fucked (confiscating peoples cigerettes, then smoking when we're all partying inside. Fuck them),
3. The crowd was HORRIFYING (fuck underage parties. I swear I'll never go for an underage party again. Unless a friend, unfortunately, drags me along.),
4. Even the dudes there were fucked. (fucked face, 1st timers tryin to impress, fat bitches acting all hot and shit. Fuck, go get a fucking mirror for god's sake!),
5. Fucking drinks cost $9.30 (only sells Coke, Orange Juice and Red Bull).

The event was a murder. A freaking massacre of underaged fucks.. Woah!
I would have regretted going if it was'nt for my bros. Thanks y'all! ^^

Ouh! Last night was also the 1st time I wore smart casual to club (usually just a nice, random, comfy T-shirt, jeans and a pair of comfy shoes ^^)

Alright peeps, that's all.
I'm tired, gonna hit the sack. Peace.
Ciao!

Breather

Finally, the day has come. I can finally take a breather. Just for a sec, before I start to continue dying again.

*Breathes in...
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Breathes out...
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Sigh...*

Here we go again.. CHARGE!!

e-Learning -.-

Electronic learning, or as most refer to as e-Learning, is a type of Technology supported education/learning (TSL) where the medium of instruction is through computer technology, particularly involving digital technologies. In some instances, no face- to- face interaction takes place. E-learning is used interchangeably in a wide variety of contexts. Lately in Educational Institutes all over fucked-up Singapore, e-Learning has been used in a form of "continuity of lessons" during major illness epidemics, cases like SARS outbreak, or the recent H1N1( swine flu ) outbreak for example.

Oh my fucking god... What the fuck?
e-Learning is a misery!! Thanks to e-Learning, im am piled up with even MORE assignments and projects, on top of my other 3 on-going major projects.. I was hoping to get abit more sleep during this period of e-Learning. After a week of sleepless nights, I'm still not done yet. WTF =.=
I'm still left with 4 more minor projects to do, 1 major project and a fucking 5 questions essay test next week!!

Well that sucks...

Up so late.

Why am I still awake so late?

I cant sleep. I'm trying to breathe.
A thousand things running in my head.
A thousand things I wish were fake.
All stand still when reality takes its toll (especially on me).
Its not a normal life I'm living. I am human but the blood in my veins are not pure.
Its the blood of my great Ancestors. They came, they abuse, they die.
What am I to do? I'm here. I came.
But I'm here, I will not abuse. But I'm here, I will die no matter.
What They've started is nothing but misery. Its time for a new dawn i thought.
This time, its what I will start. Its what I will continue.
And they will say. Its what he started. And we appreciate.
Thats why I'm up this late. To finish what I've started.
Amen.



Actually, I could'nt sleep and I'm freaking bored. Thats why.
I admit, I'm quite impressed I manage to summarize most of my life in another term in there..lol
Take your time. Go figure. :)

My Chinese Zodiac Fortune

I'm born in the year of the Sheep/ Ram.

My Chinese Zodiac Fortune for this year:

Wealth
2009 is a year where the goat zodiac is in bad luck. Wealth luck hits the pits this year. You may face possible loss of wealth to save your day. Watch out for traps and business pitfalls.

Career
Every undertaking is against your wishes. Make prudent decisions when on prudent or business grounds. Do not dabble in speculative activities. Scrutinize your contacts before signing. Handle documents with care.

Health
The immense level of stress hovering on your shoulder is taking a toll on your health. Take good care of your health to prevent invasion of illness. Be cautious against accidents. Avoid water activities when outdoors.

Love
Mood swings and emotional changes are too great. Couples may encounter vile persons causing conflicts between you and your loved ones. Be tolerant and show respect and more affections to your dearest.
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After reading this...,

Well, that sucks. -.-

Hungry Hungry..Very Very

I'm sitting in Canteen 4..waiting for Nicholas, Cabbage and Randy to stop arguing how much the total price of 4 chicken rice plates are. Im Hungry..


Random. :)

Ouh! they're done! Back to eating!

The FIRST post!

Its late and I need my beauty sleep. So I'll make it quick..

Its the FIRST post of the blog!! Wooh! 4 May 2009 11.59pm..

Ok. Thats all.. for now. :D