Confession of the Paper Hearts

I have a confession to make..

I'm not fine, I was never fine and I never will be fine. Not till I, they and us cn go through this road peacefully.

Go figure..
Oh god. I'm fucking losing it man. This is bad!
Aiden, get you're head in the game.. In the game.

Insights.
Since I entered polytechnic, I've been living with a knife pierced through my heart. It's been stuck there ever since. The agony..
So now, the wound is getting worst. I need to get that thing out.
I need her to pull it out for me.
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I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over

It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it

Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all
-All or Nothing by Westlife

Shit, I ran outta tissue..

Well that sucks.