Back again.

My my my.. Last post was in September. Wooh! Thats long.

Very sorry dear blog. I've been dead busy with shit and can't seem to find time to update.

Apologies.

Anyways, all's fine.

My hair wanted brownie's so I got them Brownies. :D

Now I hope they'll be happy with them brownies on em. Haha.

Alright, I've got some shit to do now.

Cheers! ;)

Remembering Sunday: Page 6

"Why? Why didn't you tell me?" Aaron spun to face Juliet puzzled.

"You had me worried sick girl. And your friends, none of them told me too." He said feeling insignificant all of a sudden.

"I didn't have time to tell you and I was very weak. The doctor and my friends won't allow me to do anything but rest." She said finally.

Juliet was very puzzled at Aaron's strange behavior. He has never taken her this seriously even as good friends back then. Now that he has confessed to her, he became ever more worried for her.

Juliet was warded three times when she went down with a virus attack just last week. Suffering from a high fever, diarrhea, and constant vomiting, she fainted in her dormitory.

When Aaron found out, it was three days later after the incident happened when Juliet broke the news to him. He was furious that none of he's friends who was with her told him about the incident. But even so, he was still thankful that Juliet had made it through and is now recovering well.

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"When faced with a problem, we always look at the good options and turn the bad ones away.

But we forget that sometimes, the best options are not always the good ones." - Anonymous

The quote says it all. Don't jump straight to conclusions, rather, take a step back and analyse the problem from a different view/angle, with an open mind. Only then will the true answer surface.

And for the record, I'm going overseas on 27 September 2009 till 1 October 2009 and I'm excited. :)))

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A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that seperate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'me here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, it's only you and me

Here Without You by Three Doors Down

Another Sunday

This post is just another post to burn time and to take a break from the Remembering Sunday series I'm writting. =D

I havent been writting in for ages, I know and I have to apologize due to my busy schedule.

I've been away in camps for the past 2 weeks or so, and now I'm back!

Thing's haven't really changed much thought. But there were a few unforseen situations but everything's cool for now.

I'm beginning to miss her alot now and it's been only 14 days. I'm just hoping for the best and that she won't let me down. But even so, I'm prepared to face whatever life will throw at me.

So bring it on! HOHOHO!

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It's only when she's not there that you will feel lonely.

Only then will you want her back so badly.

Only then would you regret what you've done to her.

By then, you'll realise it will be too late.

- poem by Anonymous

Treasure your loved ones as much as you want them to treasure you,

for not all of ur will live to see the light of the day for eternity.

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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Miss You by Blink 182

R.S : Aaron Chrome Interview

Interviewer: "So what is Aaron's role in this Remembering Sunday series?"

Me: "Well, Aaron is a very talented 18 year old teenager who has a very complicating life behind him. Hoping to change for the better, he took a different road in life, hoping to see a change and hopefully make a difference in his life and others."

Interviewer: "That's quite a kid.. Just curious, you said Aaron was very talented. In what way is he talented?"

Me: "Haha. I didn't bring my list. He's actually talented in many different ways and I can confidently say in a lot more ways than an average person would be. However, just to add on a little bit more, this "gift" is balanced by his darker life where he kept at such a low profile, almost no one knew about it."

Interviewer: "Wow. Is that cool or what? Haha. Alright, lets move on shall we? So, in the story, Aaron fell deeply in love with a girl name Juliet Rulle. Could you explain how this came about? As in, what made Aaron fall for her?"

Me: "It definitely wasn't a "love at first sight" situation. In fact he didn't even notice her until they coincidentally keep bumping into each other in camps. (Aaron is very active in school camps as it helps him relieve stress) And after some time, he began developing feelings for Juliet which grew deeper and stronger with every passing day. And there you have it."

Interviewer: "Reminds me when I was still a student back then.."
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"The best thing about me is you." - Shannon Crown

Love covers and surrounds your heart with glass. When broken, the shattered piece of the glass will pierce into the heart. However, like the glass surrounding the heart, it offers extra protection and makes one feel secured and safe.
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When the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on

Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts.

Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on

Everybody Hurts by R.E.M

Remembering Sunday: Page 5

Aaron's heart was lifted into the sky as he walked out of the examination hall of his last paper.

"Finally! I'm free!" He exclaimed as he made his way to the bus stop with his classmates.

Along the way, he saw a familiar cute face from afar. As he peered closer, he felt a warm tingling inside.

"Hey Aaron." Juliet greeted with a smile.

"Hey love, where you headed to?" Aaron cheekily said.

"Hehe. I'm heading to the underpass." She giggled. "I've got my last paper tomorrow and I haven't study!"

"Bummer. Guess what? I'm done with my papers! I'm free!" He said with a wide grin.

"I can talk to her all day.." Aaron thought to himself as he felt a pleasurable sensation in him.

"Hmph.. No fair!" She sulked. "I don't care, I'm gonna enjoy myself after my exams!" She said and stuck out her tongue.

"Alrighty then, I have to go. Buhbye!" She said again with a grin and skipped off.

They then walked their separate ways, yet again.
A bittersweet feeling still lingered in Aaron as he reached the bus stop.
He has not gotten over his deep feelings for Juliet and by the looks of things, that won't happen anytime soon.

"Why? Whenever someone looks hard for something, he never seem to be able to find it. But when he's not looking for it, it always never fail to keep appearing in front of him." Aaron thought as he boarded his bus home.

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Patience is the key to almost everything one would do or plan to do.
Be it in a normal day-to-day task, Career, Leisure, Competitive, to even Love (Relationships).

As the saying goes, "Good things come to those who wait."
It does contradict a bit but for better understanding, I shall explain (a brief one).

Being patient has it's time and period. If you're just beginning to like someone, relax, learn more about her first.
When you're satisfied, don't wait too long. Approach her. After which, if it's a yes, take your time and play your game, you got her!
And if it's a no, don't cry. It's not the end. If you wanna move on, do it; do not linger in the past. If you still want her, be patient let her cool off and go slow on her. Maybe she doesn't have feeling for you now. But no man can read the future accurately.

So, single or not, don't rush things. Work at your on pace. It never fail to pay off.

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Unless it's your career and you have a scheduled deadline, then patience in this sense is to be patient with the things and people you're working with. The last thing you need is to have a fire breaking out in the team.
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Cheers! ;)
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I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Gone So Young by Amber Pacific

Remembering Sunday: Page 4

"Another day, another few hours wasted in this shit hole." Aaron thought then smiling to himself.

Looking out into the vast waters surrounding Keppel Island, the picture of Tioman still fresh in his memories, he smiled again on the sweet memories. The sun had long settled into the east and the night has engulfed Singapore.

"A pity that you can hardly see stars in this semi-urban jungle." He thought again.

"Hey." Aaron felt a pat on his back. "Why so 'emo'?"

He turned to see his good friend Kai smiling at him from ear to ear. Kai was Aaron's good friend since high school and they have been close ever since.

"Heh. It's nothing man. Just enjoying the scenery, the breeze, the night. That's all." Aaron said, smiling back at his old mate.

"I know something's bothering you man. I've known you since you were thirteen! Now that's five years of experience." Kai said, leaning onto the railing nearby. "So what up dog? What's bothering you?"

"She did not reply to any of my text messages and she hasn't gone online for the past 2 weeks. I really miss her and I think she's trying to avoid me." Aaron finally said.

"Dude, relax man. Ya know, if you can't get her, like I said before, there's plenty of fishes out there. And you are a cuisine to them fishes out there. So no worries yeah." Kai patted Aaron's back, trying to make him feel better.

"You don't get it do you? This is the first time in countless relationships that I have actually, REALLY fallen for a girl." Aaron tried to explain.

"She's not beautiful, she's not very rich, she's not perfect. But something in me is just attracted to her so badly. I'm blinded to other girls now. I don't see anything in them other than this one girl. If someone did put a spell on me, whoever did it must be really satisfied."

"You're really into this relationship aren't you." Kai spoke, deep in thought.

"Hell yeah I am. I can't stop thinking of her man. Even the thought of it freaks me out sometimes." Aaron shook his head in disbelief. "It's amazing, the power of love."

Still deep in thought, Kai patted Aaron on the shoulder again.

"Hey, you and I both know what you must do right now. We've been through shit loads before, this is just another one of em. So never give up nor give in. Be patient, you'll make it out alive. And If you work hard enough, you might just stumble across the key. Don't stress it out to much, relax yeah."

"Yeah balls. I hear you man." Aaron said in a softer tone then turning to smile at Kai. "Thanks man."

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Love is not an easy game to play when it come to the real deal.
It has taken millions of lives, broken billions of hearts and shattered countless dreams.
Yet it is fair to supply happiness, prosperity, pleasure and even wealth to those who dare to play the game.

"If you love someone, leave 'em. If it's destined, they will come back." - Tupac Shakur

Another day, another post. :)
I'm wondering whether this blog even has reader's or not. Nobody seems to be commenting!
Is my writing THAT bad? Sadded :(
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Tell me
Just what you want me to be
One kiss
And boom youre the only one for me
So please tell me
Why dont you come around no more?
Cause right now
Im crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now were up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
Im telling you my babe
Its all in the game of love

The Game Of Love by Carlos Santana ft. Michelle Branch

Remembering Sunday : Page 3

Aaron sat on the sandy beach and gazed out into the orange sunset. His thoughts wondered off to the problems which have been poking into his life. A million thoughts were running through his mind as he thought of work, family, and his friends. He then stopped at a familiar face pictured in his mind, dear Juliet.

The once bright and sunny sky seemed to have been covered by a great dark velvet. And soon it was glittering with a million sparkling stars. Aaron looked up into the open night. Pictures of him and Juliet flashed in his head.

It was back then in Tioman Island when both of them, together with a group of other friends, were waiting for their burgers at a coffee shop near the beach.

"Juliet," Aaron took her by the hand and led her away from the crowd. "Look up."

"Wow! It's beautiful!" Juliet exclaimed as she gazed up into the night.

They were standing under a beautiful array of stars scattered throughout the night sky.

"I've never seen such a beautiful sight." She said again, turning to Aaron.

"Neither have I my dear." Aaron said, as he looked deep into her sparkling brown eyes. "Neither have I."

Aaron took her hand and led her to the beach where they stood, hand in hand, under the starry night sky.

Suddenly, a heart wrenching pain shook Aaron from his reminisce.

"Juliet, I swear I won't give up nor give in." Aaron thought to himself, trying to control the unbearable pain inside.

"I can't believe I missed that opportunity. I was so stupid!"

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Never wait to let fate decide. For time will never wait for anyone, and fate will never be on your side if you do not try.

If you love someone, tell him/her so. Only then you will have the answer you are looking for.
Keeping it to yourself will only create mixed feelings and misunderstandings.

Another one will be up soon, keep tuned in :)
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So baby I will wait for you
cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

-Wait For You by Elliot Yamin